nice pic, isnt it?
unhappy things happened today.
maybe its a blessin in disguise.
but still, i shant chg .
okahh, perharps i will chg a lit. hahas, in wat way still quite dk
nvm. haha, those hu hv no idea shud be hvin th " siaozharbo, wat tok u abt chg here chg ther?" face
haha, th very reason for remain hu i m as now.
i tink no pt explainin, i myself know it best can le
LILING, GO !
shant let my confidence shatter or crushed tht easily
thks for th advice though. ^^
i appreciate it. really. though i doubt thm at first.
if its th old me i wld be emo-in totally n figurin out wat to do.
bt i aint tht kind of girl anymore.
i cant possibly wan every1 to oh, like me or watever.
aft tokin to qx makes me ever more clear how "imma gonna work "
i am hu i am. stubborn, impulsive etc.
but heh, i am proud of those facts.
cus thy make me up. not another girls u c.
if all of us are mature, tooty, n watsoever,
thn where's our personal identities? kekeke.
imma oni fourteen. i dun wanna be some mature girl at tis age.
instead i wan to live my life to th fullest n craziest before i really start to be eh more mature.( haha yr 5 bah)
if u wan me to chg, thn point directly out th mistakes.
i will admit it if its reli my weakness. and i wld chg for th better. though not too much till ppl start to ask
"where's th old u eh? bcom so mature n blah blah"
and instead,u said tht i shud chg n not be contented with hu im now
cus ppl want and tht i will be btr or watever blah blah blah.
n merely askin me to think n reflect whn i hv no idea wats wrong.
its all prt of growin up n yeah, i may be off n ovr at times.
yeah, i seem childish to many ppl,
stubborn (agn -.-).etc hahas.
i will try to "throw" these weakness away.
but still, u gotta accept for who i am and not by trying to chg me to the desire state
ur desire state may not be wat i wnt.
most imptly, i will not be me.
th stubborn me.
n thus, its fine if u dun accept it . i cant possibly threaten u wif a knife n say
" HEH, be my friend"
gawtt ( was imaginatin it )/
blurhh...
haha, anw,still, THKS . ( and perharps bye? )
learnt another valuable lesson today .
^^ kamsamhamita.
