Its been a really really long time since i blogged. everything is so diff now ~ 5 months into yr4 . time really flies , i guess. results are pretty screwed , as always... otoke aint got any life nowadays ): life just suck. hahas

Just a dream

godddd, this actually works ^^


haix, dunno whats ' gotten into
me recently! changed from
sec 2... maybe cause this year is crazy? no idea...
emoing alot lesser nowadays; even during bu.
i think i forgot how to be happy from
within as well as to be sad. Everything seem
so neutral and meaningless.

LOST oncemore, like a sheep in a desert. i have no idea where to go , what to do
i really want to stop living like that.
i am getting more and more paranoid along the years

starting to feel how superficial i am. and how i have no one to really talk hth to and receive encouragements .
Sometimes, putting up a strong front is really tiring and sickening.
adding to that, i am even more uncomfortable with my appearance.. i got fatter!

cant help being someone who is so unsecured. got no idea what to do. confidence in myself is leaking away by the minute. I am scared . i realised how ppl misunderstood me , i really dont mean that! i mean it in another way. maybe imma getting too complacent and haolian? thats why people are finding me a bother?

aint got any idea. feeling tired and shagged

roly poly ~

This. is .freaking.hard. but.oh.well~

I am a lazy pig recently. cant really be bothered to do things D:

Tired and empty , i guess. Trying hard to mug , aiming for FES but seriously its like 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 miles away from me -

someone who was last in class in term 1 -emoemoemo-

*SIGHS*

life has been quite boring , nothing much to do except study. but apparently, i am not born to mug days and days before a test. LMAO. Aish, somehow i wish i wont binge eat . nowadays keep binge-eating ):

at this rate i will become a damn fatso . OHNOOOOOOOOO

*runsandbangagainstpillar*

hahahas! 

anyway, national day is coming and i dont really care except for the offers coming up XD

cheapo but o h w e l l ^____________________6

heeheee, somehow i am just not patrotic ( how do u spell tht 0___0)

CRAVING FOR BUBBLETEA. NOOOOO ) SADSADSAD

its okay, 3 days holiday coming up ^^ but need mug for hist and bio.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY GAVE UP ON HISTORY.

like what the shit, i really did try but see, the results are so freaking lousy..

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I DINT GO SEE B1A4 TODAY. 

* CRYDIE*  

((((.__________________________ .  !!!)))

 

even doing this is tiring. I have no freaking idea whats wrong with me recently.

Been acting like some loner. Tired.

life has always been a joke to me. 

Wasurenaide

JUST.CANT.STOP.LOVING.THEM 

HAHAHHAS, !!

school in a few hours time !

pretty sianed by this fact

but at least i finished all my homework except maths assignment. 

quite a great feat for me ! ^^

sorry but i cant stand you, not u but hmm u . contradictaing . Nevermind me.

cannot be bothered to be bothered by this.

life still gotta go on !