YOU ARE A PART OF ME: danbo.

feel like bloggin.. maybe cause i am havin alot of mood swings recently.

hahas. srsyl, bein human is difficult. as a human being, u face a lot of challenges, problems these days.

n happiness, its kinda rare. haha. imma feel fine now. just tht was emo-in alot ytd. maybe its cause after a whole day of fun, everything turns back to normal and i hate tht feeling, alot. its like a sudden lost of something, and worse of all, returnin bac to th harsh reality of life. simply feeel extremely bitter.bloggedhopped ytd. went to a particular oh-not-so-close friend's blog. kinda shocked by her.

its like she totally chged. nowonder thy say 女大十八变. her p6n half of sec1 yr fotos are kinda -....- noob srssly. but now she like.. hard to describe. she have suuper many piercings, even septum n tongue. i m more tio shocked whn i saw her wif septum foto. its kinda. she is so petite. yet she can stand all those pain? septum leh.. dman pain de luh. th bone pierce thru leh, scary.

haha, thn just quite speechless luh. dunno whether shud say is zai or nort.

i guess, ppl do chg. not just by little but by a lot. truthfully, i am afraid of these changes.

i tot i was over ppl chgin bt i wasnt. i was merely escaping from reality.

its sad . but what can we do?

waa, srsly crapping a lot.

why? cause i guess i need to vent all my thoughts.

maybe, maybe someday i will reread tis post and laugh at how stupid or emo or sensitive i am.

for now, i still got to survive through all th shit and troubles. i know very clearly, its call growing up.

but all these sucks. its tough but yet important for all teens. we must learnt from all these situations so that we can face the future. crapp. the adult world suckzxc_|_ttm.

everything revolves around 金钱，利益，自己.

every1 is toying or 敷衍-in each other. no one really are true friends with each other.

its true, the world is not always as kind or great as we thought it would be.

Its scandalous.

thats the reason why even though i am comfortable with my friends, i still have at least 0.000000000009% guard on people. haha, like what they say. better safe then sorry.

but lookin bac on the sec years ( even though its oni 2 yrs duh..) , thy reli make me stronger.

sec 1 was th "changing pt" where i chged all my perspectives of the world.

i realised about the ugly truth and worst of all changes.

nothing really lasts forever. all th best friends forver are actually crapp.

we can be friends, maybe for forver( which seem highly impossible) , but certainly not best friends forever.

thts why i hate it whn ppl just acknowledge me as their you-know-cupcake-daughter-whaterver-crap.

i may have accept it but srslyy, use our heart and brain to listen and think. are we really tht close. ???

in my opinion, those ppl who have a suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper long list of daughters, cupcakes, strawberry,mei,daddy,kor are reli +-+!! haha, most probably to show off??

rofl. oops. i tink imma bein realy really offensive in this post.

bt hu cares.

lmao...

hmm sec 2 was much better year. really n i can proudly say i LOVE RVWUSHULST.

i feel so home. n the people there reli rawk my life. thy are nice <3 ^.......^

because of them, i start to feel tht ppl maybe arent as bad as i tot to be.

rv is srsly a very very 单纯place.

u can even recover the wallet u lost . furthermore not only for once, 4, 5 , 6,7x!

haha, thn me cliques. thy are nice, smart well. initially was like, i joined simply cause i wanted companions. but now, i have really grown to like thm alot. thy are wonderful peeps. fate is a joke.

thy toy with you before lettin u find the right one. haha, hmm but its th last year. o.o

eh abt 2A, srsly, i feel nth much for th class. its kinda dead. bt i have to admit tht we are special.

in our way but still til now, i m quite siann diao. maybe th problem is no one wants to take initiative?

maybe.

oh well, i crapped too many today. like alot.maybe cause i lack security.?

anw, itchin to get helix piercin leh..

dunno why siah. iwansomeoneto peh but hmm, whoshud ifind? ?

argh, iduncarele. i wan pierce in sept le.

heh, naval piercin is wayy wayyy cool.!

feel like gettin tht. kekel. rofl.

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heh abt BEAST n 4MIN?

thy rawk th hse ttm. RAWR.!!! (Y)

it was damn damn high! nvr regretted spentin those money over thm.

shud hv stalked thm luh! btthn skul ends at 2.30Pm ):

which is like tooo late siah!

hahas.

the organisers damn damn kiang luh.

purposely put thm as last program cus thy noe ppl will start leavin aft their performances.

rofl...

th start of th concert was very sleeppy. i m like.... ZZZZZ

furthermore, i dint buy vip tic.oni guest. noob.

thn oni me dint buy vip.th rest bought thn sit in diff area.

so very veyr veyr lonely. left-idunno u. right-idunno u.

thn uber hooot. really abt to emo luh.

thn until night time, haha. a mini thing happened.

no wonder say bein kind really do pay.

lazy elaborate. haha, gt a companion in th end. n also a helium balloon!

( ohbtw, th helium ballon voice reli work! i tried. but it was like a few stupid seconds naih!! )

haha, anw, ya. thn aft tht goin to be their performance s le.

thn ppl heck care security ppl, chiong to vip area. of cause i did tht as well.

do i look like i care ? rofl.

stood on chairs, like others and screamed like hell. sang like hell oso.

whole vid, pics all in beatrice's cam. shall get fro her on mon.

(Y) anw, our local band electrico sings quite well, i must say. but thy srsly nt shuaii. but but but their singin reli is JJANG. 4minute totally rock can. i (HEARTDIE) JiYOOn unnie. fckin cool !

hyunah unnie too! haha, she SMILED at me ! reli aft whn thy leavin in th car. thn all fans screamed. i was pathetically tryin make heart sign with my hands . i got a helium ballon tied to my hand , mind you.

thn hyunah, SMILED at me! YAYYAYAY. IWIN. NEHHNEHH BOOBOO.

thn gt encore of HOT ISSUE. one,..... two.... three.. four four four minute. hot ISSUE.

thn thy left. beast came on stage. SO SHUAII. MY DOOJOON OPPA. u rawk my heeels totally. MADDIELOVEYOU!

suuuper happy. thy sang a lot of songs oso.like mystery, special,shock, oasis, best is b2st etc. LOVETHM.

nice voices! nice dance! junhyungoppa went rehearsing in RED hair thn back at night wif blonde hair.

shuaii . doo joon oppa is really really shuaii. ohyah, kikwang took off his jacket. (?) (Y)

hyunseungoppa is beautiful n chiio! yoseob, cute as alwys. haha dongwoon is shuaii shuaii!

ENJOYED TREMENDOUSLY!